Kisah Cinta Kau dan Aku

Hatiku hatimu

Menjadi satu cinta

Ku rasa hadirmu menyempurnakan aku

Tapi cinta bukan milik kita

Semua harus berakhir

Tapi cinta bukan milik kita

Semua harus berakhir
Cinta kau dan aku

Takkan mungkin bersatu

Untuk saat ini di dunia ini

Mungkin kita bersama

Nanti di atas sana

Biar ku setia menjaga cintamu
Cinta kau dan aku

Takkan mungkin bersatu

Untuk saat ini di dunia ini
Biar ku setia menjaga cintamu

Selamanya

Ukiran Jiwa

Kedamaian yang ku cari
Masih belum terbukti
Jauh lagi perjalanan ini


Jiwa tak pernah tenteram
Kasih lama tenggelam
Di lubuk hati yang paling dalam


Berlumutlah ukiran impian
Entah berapa lama
Harus ku nanti
Sinar kasih sayang menyinari kembali


Dengan nada lagu dan irama
Ku luahkan jua rasa kecewa
Semoga kau dapat mendengarnya
Semoga terbuka pintu cinta... mu
Yang pasti hujan tak berterusan
Matahari kan tetap terus bersinar


Kini terbukti apa yang di nanti
Dengan rela ku lepas kau pergi
Telah sedekad kenangan terpahat
Di ruang tak bertempat


Dengan nada lagu dan irama
Ku luah kan jua rasa kecewa
Pada cinta yang dahulu kita
Ukirkan bersama
Di ruang asmara
Di bumi yang nyata
Di dunia kita

BISAKAH

Daku terasa ingin membawa

Cinta yang terlara ke titik mula

Kembali mencuba untuk kali kedua

Menggilapkan gerhana jiwa

Pernah ku terasa ingin merayu

Pada kasih dulu pulang padaku

Lupakan dosaku putihkan kelabu

Tenangkan amarahmu

Namun?

Bisakah yang terpadam dinyala

Bisakah yang terhina dicinta

Walau ku himpunkan sesalku

Bisakah terbuka kalbu

Naluri meminta kuungkapkan kata

Seindah bahasa janjikan setia

Akan bersemilah cinta dihatinya

Percaya ku semula

Namun?

Bisakah yang benci disayangi

Bisakah yang dusta dimaafi

Walauku himpunkan sesalku

Bisakah terbuka kalbu

Bila senduku berlinang sayu

Dalam rinduku ku tertanya

Bisakah yang benci disayangi

Bisakah hatiku difahami

Walauku himpunkan sesalku

Bisakah terbuka kalbu

MY 25th ;-)

Just a humble “thank you” note…


Mama,
If I knew as a child what I know now, I probably wouldn't have made things so hard for you. I would have understood that you were looking out for my best interest even though it may not have seemed so at the time. I would have known how difficult it is to let go, to stand back and let someone you love learn from their mistakes. I would have realized how fortunate I was to have a mother who was always there for me…even after an argument, even after I'd said things I shouldn't have.

While it's too late for a lot of things, it's not too late for me to tell you that I appreciate how loving you are, how giving you've always been and that even though I may not always be good at showing it, I love you very much.

I wish I could tell you, Mama…how much you mean to me, but there are no words to say,
how much I admire you...
how much I appreciate you...
how much I thank you…
for everything you've done.


Mama, for all the things you have done and still do, you're the best and I will always love you.

Papa,
Firstly, I want you to know that, I missed your louder voice when you were angry. I missed your simple smile to cover-up your tiredness after work. Before, I don’t really understand you in being strict and being diplomatic in imposing discipline. Now I realized the reason why sometimes you scolded us (siblings) about the things we do. I may not be a good person now without your guiding hands. I may not achieve my dreams without the big challenge you gave…


You are the greatest influence in my life. Thank you for being that shining light in my darkest night, and thanks for always trying to make my loads light. Thank you for the confidence you gave me while growing up. I can never forget the hardships you have taken to bring me to the level I am today.


Papa, you will always be my BESTMAN...and you know what, it's so hard to find a man that can love me like only you can! Love you Papa...!!

Bro & Sis Always In My Heart!
As I look back on my life, I find myself wondering...
Did I remember to thank you for all that you have done for me?
For all of the times you were by my side to help me celebrate my successes and accept my defeats?
Or for teaching me the value of hard work, good judgement, courage, and honesty?
I wonder if I've ever thanked you for the simple things...
The laughter, smiles, and quiet times we've shared?
If I have forgotten to express my gratitude for any of these things,
I am thanking you now...
and I am hoping that you've known all along,
how very much you are loved and appreciated…


A thousand thanks to you, my dear family, for your care, attention and love! All my life I knew that I am rich because I had you. Thank you for everything you’ve done for me, my lovely family! Thank you for the endless love that is still surrounding me and keeping me safe!

Cinta Ini Membunuhku

Sering hati terdetik
Untuk punya teman berkongsi cerita dan perasaan
Yang sekian lama aku pendam
Yang sekian lama aku tanggung sendiri.

Aku tak pasti apakah perasaanku ini
Engkau bukan lelaki yang pernah aku idamkan
Tapi aku gembira sekali bila bersama dirimu
Dan aku suka melihat tiap telatahmu

Aku cemburu bila kau bersama dia
Walau aku tak pernah cinta padamu
Dari mata aku yang jauh memerhati
engkau dan dia bahagia sekali

Aku sedar dia lebih layak untuk mendampingmu
Dan aku tahu kau dan dia saling mencintai
Tak mungkin aku membelah cinta kalian
Kerana aku tidak mahu mengkhianati persahabatan kita

Sedaya-upaya aku sorokkan perasaan
Dan raut wajah yang kecewa
Agar kau takkan pernah sedar
Aku kini keseorangan menderita

Akhir Dunia

mengapa matahari terus bersinar
mengapa terburu-buru laut ke pantai
tidakkah mereka tahu ini akhir dunia
kerana kau tidak mencintaiku lagi

mengapa burung-burung terus bernyanyi
mengapa cahaya bintang masih bersinar
tidakkah mereka tahu ini akhir dunia
berakhir ketika aku kehilangan kasihmu

aku bangun di pagi hari dan tertanya-tanya
mengapa semuanya sama seperti biasa
aku tidak memahami, aku tak mengerti
bagaimana kehidupan masih di landasan itu

mengapa hatiku terus berdetak
mengapa mata ini masih menangis
tidakkah mereka tahu ini akhir dunia
berakhir pabila kau ucapkan selamat tinggal.

Lost & Alone

I'm trapped in the darkness

cannot find my way out
yearning for my troubles

to disappear and fade away

I've lost the will to live

it's so scary being alone

my guard is up, my shield is on

and no one seems to notice.

My friends don't laugh with me

family seems to be dead inside

it's not just a teenage thing

I try to scream it's so much more.

Why can't I help myself

get myself out of this hurt?

I'm in a constant struggle

and feel myself giving in. 

by: Llexi

i'm crying again. damn, s.h.i.t.!